There is a putlock of ruins
In the backyard of my success
The ruins that remind me of you
Your palace of incomplete dream
Your wish of solace in crowd
Your want of a different life
There is a putlock of ruins
In the backyard of my success
I fathomed the pain of separation
I cherished this pain to the numbness
Its incense killed me from inside
Its view made me dork
Still I love the putlock of ruins.
She saw me with her teary eyes
I couldn’t wipe it, she is not her
It makes me sad to see us apart
But what the world wants it fulfills
There is no place on heaven to shed tears
But there is death, I told her to die with me
She smiled and said, she is already dead
I undressed my soul to take a jump
I realised, it is hell, and she is there
I jumped in hell to be with her
And here I am like a sinner of time
Here she is like a collaborator of my sin
We are sinners, punish us, but make sure
You don’t destroy my eyes, cause I wanna see
I wanna see her die again in my arms
You asked me about love
I couldn’t slap you an answer
Cause I ain’t a lover, I ain’t a preacher
I am just a sinner whose sin is love
So to answer you, what is love
I slap you the explanation of sin
It is a sin, committed by pious
It is a sin, wherein there is pleasure of pain
It is a sin, done in a freezing time
It is a sin, which gives perpetual longing
Just don’t commit it, if you aren’t ready
Don’t go there, if you have the open heart
Just wait for the right moment to die
Don’t plunge in to go for slow death
But, if you have the patience to enjoy the spite
Just come with me, I will slap you with love
Then don’t ask what is love
Just remember it is just a choice
Choice to sin in a pious way
We were in love, we understood each other
Then she came and I began to love her
He had a deep anguish and parted us
Now, I don’t know whom to love
He is my childhood friend
We were friends since He had created me
But, now it is different
Actually, it is all my mistake
Why did I love her? I shouldn’t have
Now I wanna return
But both have closed their doors
I hope the love will be created
And we meet again, all three
In the midst of sunny night
Where we can discuss the future of me
But, I know, He is my ultimate friend
So I’ll try to save our friendship when we meet
Can you fill this void
Maybe, but you’re thin
You’ll rumble
So don’t try
Don’t try to make me happy
You’ll ruin your life
So don’t try
I can’t be loved
So don’t try
It is full of ashes
The veins of my soulless heart
It is enigma
So don’t try
You’ll ruin your life
I’m a falling leaf
Falling with grace of death
I land on a lap
The lively she looks
But
I can’t be loved
So don’t try
AAMERBASHER